........

I've reached a sertian level of awareness that i feel proud of .. now i know that life is what ever you make of it .. if you want your life filled with misery it will be the darkest of them all .. if you wanted sun shine and rain bows you got it .. if you wanted a glims of a great life that will shatter into a million peace you will have that too .. it is what ever you believe it is .... if you feel that your world is shaken by anything you secretly sending a message to everything that could disturb your life .. and you are activating the damage of something you hate or love .. by your own free well .. if you admit that the world is stronger than you .. you choose defeat by full consciousness .. you are the strongest thing ever created .. you can't choose defeat and feel okie after words .. you are built for greatness .. you are the most amazing creature i have ever seen .. you just react to anything you respond to everything you keep growing and changing .. you keep breathing .. no matter how poisoned the air around you .. you keep your own vision of everything even if you go blind .. if they toke your eyes you see with your heart .. its not about the one life anymore .. it has to be about more than one life .. how do i reach this knowledge to more than one soul .. there is so many hearts and so many levels of different believes .. or does the same meaning just grow bigger .. with the same bases .. i could spread my wisdom all over the world by making my own stories and fool everyone and make the wise person an old lady or something that keep on guiding the main character in the novel .. but i don't wana do that .. i can't apply change by this way .. maybe sympathy but not actual change .. it feels weird to be not chasing anything .. just setting around sinking in thoughts ... its funny how the body just claims a break from everything .. the damn allergies ..