الجمعة، 19 نوفمبر 2010

Serendipity

serendipity .. is my word.. the one word i choose from all the words .
  the word was invented by an english author named "Horace Walpore" it came from a story named "the three princes of serendip" in the story the princes kept discovering things that they were not in quest of . 

It's like things that fall into your path of living by the hands of God alone , like a good coincidence, but when this universe is made and controlled by only one God , there is no such thing is coincidence , i would like to believe that we all have things we always wished for , or things that we need when we are not aware of how important it is for us , well serendipity is when you find these things .. presented to you on a silver plate , saying i'm yours take me ...


of course , the movie "serendipity" starring John q.Zack whom is a journalist.
he "by coincidence" meets this amazing girl and they have an amazing day together .. but she is involved with someone else , the timing is bad for him too because he is also involved, so they start to play this game with their destiny , if they were meant to be together then they will both meet at the same hotel floor , but actually they don't meet . two years later each one is engaged to be married to other people , they are supposed to be happy but they are not, they wanted to find each other back , through the same game following the signs , which will lead them to the road they both wanted .


actually I'm too serendipitous sometimes , when i'm scared i leave it to chance and destiny ,what is meant to be , it toke me a while to actually discover that we make our own decisions and destiny actually depends on what we want and what we choose to do in life .. we are "meant" to have or do everything we are capable of , if we don't choose then what's the point from this life ?? 

I still have this deep believe inside my heart into good chance , good luck and bad luck , God has blessed me with the knowledge of his light , and from what i learned as any wise man would say.. you make your own luck . i believe in signs so much , and karma .. the ultimate karma is to do good thing and wait for the impact of it in the after life .

sometimes you get what you want just as a gift from God .. without any effort , but not everything is that easy .. i think i'm too lazy and a little addicted to this easy presenting thing .. what's the point of having free well if we won't act on getting what we want . 
I've been living this word day by day , just setting in my room dreaming about what i want , praying to God that it will come to me , and the funny thing is , when i actually do something toward it , my mind translates the feelings of fear of loosing or failing at getting what i want into feelings of guilt because i  interrupted the course of nature ... the series of serendipitous events that will lead me to what i want , what my mind wants is for me to do absolutely nothing about my needs and wants , just go with the flow .. and what you want will come along .. so if it came to you .. you win .. if not .. then you didn't lose anything .. you didn't waste any effort or time on TRYING ... actually this is the most stupid thing i have ever heard .. everybody knows that we should work and study to be a good person .. when it comes to love .. no one tells you to do anything .. everybody thinks or believes that it should be left to destiny .. when you study you will succeed .. if you work hard you will get money .. but if you try to love you will get your heart broken .. but now we live in a time when you study hard but fail .. and work day and night .. and don't get enough money equal to the effort made.. because we don't believe in ourselves anymore .. we became too lazy to even ask for our rights .. and i believe that all this because we are too lazy to love .. too lazy to ask .. why not !! i feel sorry for people who left their entire life decisions to .. serendipity .... never got to choose one thing and live to get it .. to be happy with yourself and what you have is one thing ... but leaving all choices to ... chance !!  when there is no such thing ... i wish i could understand how our parents think .. why is their believes are so messed up ... or am i the one who's wrong ?? maybe it was a self protection methods .. we are scared from our own feelings .. what if i fail ? what if i get my heart broken ?? how about .. what if i actually lived ???

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